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Managed to schedule a trip to a place which holds many memories for me. It’s also one of the few parts of my very short past that haven’t crossed paths with the people I interact with regularly, yet it’s this very place that that both holds me back and keeps me going. If you, then good for you. If you don’t, and if you ask me and I do tell you, then yeah.
It’s been about five years since I returned. Five years since that day, five years since everything happened, and five years since I walked out and naively told myself I would try not to look back. Probably that’s also the reason why I’ve been hesitant to go any deeper so many times. It’s the kind of thing that wakes you up in the middle of the night gasping for air. It’s the kind of thing that strikes you in the middle of the day like a sharp pain in your side. It’s the kind of thing that tells you exactly what you musn’t do in order to do.
Lets hope I make it through tomorrow. With any luck, I’ll find answers and peace. Damned if I do, and damned if I don’t.
